I’m Speechless

I can’t even begin to express how I feel about what happened today. I’m still processing everything to be honest. I am just so grateful to everyone.

As most of you know, I’ve been feeling very low recently. I’ve been feeling pretty useless and alone. I’ve been trying to find a side job to help out with getting things paid off so we can continue working on the house and getting furniture however since I’m looking for specific types of jobs, no one has gotten back to me. I’m hoping that changes soon.

I also have been talking about getting a puppy soon because I wanted a companion to cheer me up and help me get active. The only problem is we can’t afford to adopt one right now due to money being a little tight and us waiting to see what happens with taxes since we did buy a house this year. Unfortunately I found a puppy I fell in love with and I was really bummed knowing I wouldn’t be able to get him for at least another couple months.

Today while I was streaming with Jinkirin, he ended up dropping a huge donation on me and I was just shocked. After his donation, others followed as well. He then explained how last night he messaged some of our friends about the situation and how he wanted to do something about it. I broke down on stream…I cried. I just had no words to express how much it meant to me to see my friends donating to help me get a puppy to cheer me up. I love you guys so much!

Due to all of the support I want to start publicly posting about the whole process of adopting our puppy. I will be posting blogs and keeping everyone in the loop.

First things first, I found out on the applications that I need a neighbor reference. I have a bunch of amazing neighbors and I know four of them that would be willing to be a reference but because it’s so late already I’m going to wait till tomorrow to knock on their door and ask for their information. Tomorrow begins the application submissions!